It's like zero gravity...

Just in case you are wondering, yes. Yes, I do title my blogs after lines of songs I'm listening to at the time of typing. :] So, now that's been clarified... I've decided that I really do like my job but I just can't take the gals I work with. Shanna, once again didn't clock out today when she went to go and pick up her husband. I understand that you're probably under a ton of stress with your son being in the hospital. But to me it sounds like he's doing well and he's awake and alert and not in trouble of something going wrong. So, focus on your job and be honest. Nancy, just two weeks ago we were on a three way with Guy and you chewed me a new one about how badly I treat you and how I never do what you ask and how I always do what you tell me not to do and about how crappy of a worker I am and blah, blah, blah. Well I find it funny how after said reaming you act like nothing's wrong. And it bugs me, I just can't work with someone who I can't trust. And I honestly feel like I can't trust you. I wish things were different, but you've made them this way. I'm super sorry that things like this are happening but I just can't deal with it for much longer.

Well the search for new employment isn't as easy as I would've hoped but I just hope I can find something as soon as possible. This week hasn't been as bad because Shanna has been out with her son's surgery, but next week it looks like it's all going back to normal so we'll see how things go.

Unfortunately this is the most eventful my life's been the past couple of weeks. I know, I'm lame. But it's me. So I guess I'll just have to survive. :]

Oh, and I have to shpeal a bit about that little boy, Ethan Stacy. I'm just so saddened by what happened to him. I pray that he wasn't in too much pain, for too long. And I also hope that Nathan Sloop dies in the same sort of way that the one guy did in the first part of "Law Abiding Citizen" where he can feel all the pain in the world. (If you don't know that scene it's probably a good thing. It's quite icky. But a sufficient expression of the pain that man deserves to feel.) Now, I realize that he will meet his maker and be punished justly but I just can't help but feel like he deserves to suffer. And that conniving beastly mother of his deserves to be beaten as well. I hope she rots in jail and writhes in the guilt she deserves to feel. I also feel so much for Joe Stacy, Ethan's biological father, whom, I can't even imagine, is probably feeling so much grief. My thoughts and prayers are with his family and friends in hopes that they can feel of our Savior's love and know that Ethan is in the arms of his loving Heavenly Father. I can't help but tear up at the thought of what that little boy went through.

Well, that's basically all I can think of at the moment.

Loves loves. :]

You can fool anyone but I've got eyes to see...

So the past week or so has been kind of hard. I've decided I really just need a new job. I'm not a big fan of how the people at my company treat me and I'm not for people cheating on their time clock, yes Shanna I did see that you faked clocking out when you went to pick up your husband and it was confirmed to me that you didn't because when you went to "clock back in" there was NO entry showing you clocked OUT! You're a liar and a cheater and I can't stand you. Nancy, you need to grow some balls and tell me if there's something I need to fix. I've hated getting chewed out by Guy because you don't have the guts to tell me yourself. Guy, you're a complete and utter ass. You have no heart, you're all business and don't consider people's feelings. And quite frankly the things you chewed me out for the other day are NOT all my fault. The one guy's a freaking sh*thead and complete and utter ass just like you. He's blowing things SO far out of proportion and wouldn't let me get a word in edgewise. To me it's HIS fault things didn't get taken care of because he wouldn't let me say one damn thing. The company's policies are just a little stupid, too. Wow kill me for adding a warranty for that man and him PAYING for a new lens and a new frame. I didn't call you because I knew you were just going to say yes anyways and I figured I'd save you the pain of having to call me when you're oh so completely busy in Detroit. My bad. Won't happen again. But then again I REALLY don't think it's going to happen again because I'm done with your company and it's employees.

Ah. Thank you for letting me get that off my chest.
Oh and then plus my little sister is in a fight with her best friend and she's a conniving piece of work. Her Mom and sister, too. Sure both parties are at fault. But honestly it's her(the best friend) who's the issue. Sure, I'm a little biased but I still try to be as fair as possible. Dry sarcasm is something my family doesn't really do. And just because our families are different and act different doesn't mean that you have to be offended at these stupid little things. When you look for the bad in someone you're going to find it. And that's where it's hurting you. If you'd look for the better I think your attitude would be one million times better. Oh man. It's like dejavu(sp??) of my senior year stupid stupid stupid fights that ruined close close friendships. That's part of the reason I hate seeing this because I know of the damage stupid things like this can cause and it's near irreparable. And I don't want to see her like I was. Because I know how much it hurts and I know how awkward it is and I think this just needs to be resolved as soon as possible. Because if it doesn't I'm just gonna have to go over and kick some ask. :]

Loves loves. :]