Forever and ever...

Well, it has certainly been a while, hasn't it? Well, life has been pretty good. Full of the usual ups and downs but mostly ups. :] Which, for me, is most excellent. Christmas went well here in the Christensen house. My favorite present, is one I bought about a month and a half early, is my 2004 Pontiac Grand Prix. :]]] It is-a gorgeous! :] Oh, and I did get a new iPod, of the Nano sort (it's a touch screen, cool, eh?!?!?)

Well, I was just reading a friend's post about being 17 months from 30 years old. And right now I'm just shy of 6 months from 21 and he set a goal to lose 60 pounds in the next 17 months. So, about 1 pound a week. So, in my want to lose weight as well I have to decided to try my damnedest to lose 40 pounds. That's giving me about 6.6666666 pounds to lose a month. And I think that is something that is very doable! And I'm going to do it. If I lose 40 pounds (from what I weigh now, well as of this morning) that will put me at about 193-194ish pounds. Which is a weight I haven't seen since junior high school. But I want to feel better about myself. I'm so so so so sick of looking at my sister and being jealous. Now, granted I don't think I'll ever feel as beautiful as her because I just don't feel I've got a gorgeous face and personality as she does. Which, I'm hoping that changes right quick with the change of my body. I thoroughly recognize that I need to lose over double 40 pounds ultimately. But, I'm hoping that I can find the motivation and desire to do so. But I think 40 pounds is a dang good start. I'm setting a before New Year's Resolution resolution; to get on every week and display my progress. Wish me luck! (Oh, and I think plenty of prayers will do greatly as well) :]


OH! I almost forgot to say this last thing. I absolutely LOVE my best friend, Kevin. He is an amazing man whom I've known for a good 14-15 years now. And I can't wait to add on 50 more years. I love you, Kev! :]]

Loves loves! :]