Well, the past few weeks have been great and weird and depressed moody all at the same time. I've been feeling lonely...which is weird. But it's how it is. I've also felt somewhat empty. My Mom's been getting quite a bit of work and I've actually enjoyed helping her, tonight was an exception because I didn't do the greatest job helping her. I guess, retardedly, I'm just tired. So why I'm still awake now and instead of in bed, where I know I should be, but still here at the computer I sit. I sit. I guess for lack of a better term I've felt somewhat empty... I'm not one hundred percent sure why, but I do. I'm certain it has something to do with the fact that I haven't been to church in a couple weeks...and won't be until the second Sunday of June. I wasn't there the 23rd because of my stupid job. I wasn't there Sunday the 30th because my family and I went down to Richfield for Memorial Day...so instead of being in church I was at the Richfield Cemetery for 2 hours and immediately after was the Monroe Cemetery for an additional 2 hours and got the sunburn of my life on my chest and it hurts like a monkey.
I am getting so sick of the people I work with I could puke, and here's why. Well, the most recent chunk of what's been building up. Anyways, on Friday I found out that Shanna was going to get Saturday the 29th off to make up for hours that she'd be working on Monday the 31st, which is totally fine, were it not for the fact that she didn't work on Thursday therefore making it so she didn't go over hours and wouldn't need Saturday off. You see, at my work we get 2 days off a week. The pay period starts on Thursday and ends on the following Wednesday. And when a holiday lands on your day off you need to have another day off. I.E. Memorial Day, always lands on a Monday. Monday's are Nancy's day off. So she had to have today off, another day off in the same pay period, to make it so she didn't go over hours. And recently Shanna has acquired Mondays off as well, to accommodate Nancy's being busy on Thursdays now due to the doctor coming in for five appointments in the morning, anyways that's beside the point. So, Shanna needed another day off in the same pay period, right? Right. And she didn't work Thursday, correct? Yes. So, I now ask WHY does she need another day off? She's already had here other day off, right? So, if she doesn't work Saturday then she'll be short on hours, correct? Yes, yes, yes, YES! Okay, so I'm not upset she's going to be short on hours, that doesn't affect me. What bothers me to NO END is the fact that they both dismiss my comments and treat me like I'm some 20 year-old know-nothing twit. And it's infuriating. I'm not stupid. I do, in fact, know what I'm talking about and you do not need to treat me like I'm some sort of retard. Nancy, did you not hire me? Did you not trust my judgment? So, why the ignorance now? I'd like to see your face once I tell you bye-bye and Shanna winds up being a gigantic pain in your ass. A pain in the ass who lies to your face and who steals from your company. I just do not trust her. I don't trust you, Nancy and I need to find a new job NOW!
Ugh, I'm so aggravated and tired and just DONE with it all.
Loves loves. :]
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How does something hurt like a monkey? I'm just curious. :)
ReplyDeleteYou need to get a new job girlie. Do you have any $$ in savings? Cause if you do, I'd say just quit and figure out the new job after the fact. It's quite obvious that life for you there is toxic, which is not a scenario that is good for you emotionally or spiritually. I had an awful job my first year in college, and before I reached the point you're at now, I just quit. I found a replacement job three months later, just before the savings ran out. Sometimes the best thing you can do is remove yourself from a bad situation. Just a thought.
Good luck honey. :)
Lol. I'm not sure that it is possible for something to hurt like a monkey... It's just a fun phrase I like to use... Call me crazy.
ReplyDeleteAnd no, I don't have anything saved, #1 because of school and #2...because I spend it on stuff (I know I'm awful, plus I'm paying my parents back a good portion of our $650 vacation that's coming up this Saturday. :] ) I need a new job A S A P!! :] And I love your comments, Aubrey. Just as much as I love you. I miss you guys in our ward. :( I hope all is well with you kids! :]
We miss everyone from the old ward as well! It's very different up here, and we're still trying to adjust (8 months later), but we'll make it. Just like I know that you'll make it. I guess all I can say is hang in there, pray and fast, and something will come along. :) Oh if you want to see how my boys are doing, you're always welcome to my blog. I'll have to send you an invite, but let me know if you're interested (via FB or email). :) *HUGS*
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