So, I've been a major slacker for the past 4+ months. I'm sorry.
Lots has gone on. I did get the new job at Riverton Family Eyecare! I started working there on August 16th and I LOVE my job!
On September 18th I said yes to an amazing guy... well sort of (Sort of a "yes" not meaning he's sort of amazing.) He sent me a text that morning telling me he had something he wanted to tell me (or something to that effect) and so I said okay... shoot. And he sent me, "I want to be your boyfriend." I was seriously kind of shocked by this. I mean, we've been friends since 11th grade; we actually "went out" for a few months that year. He's always been a good friend, super hilarious and just tons of fun. But we'll have been together for 3 months on the 18th and I am super happy. Right now I'm just having fun with the kid, I love him to death.
No serious talk about marriage or anything of that sort because, frankly, I don't want to get married for a few more years if not 4+ years. I just feel so young and like I should have more in savings and get my car paid off and debts generally eliminated and get a real strong sense of where I want to be in life and who I want to become and then I can start thinking about marriage.
Plus it doesn't help much that he hasn't had a job in a few months and it kinda scares me sometimes with his talk of giving up searching for a new one. Which I really do know it's just his frustrations talking but I hate to see him so exasperated and unable to find anything. I don't mind being the "suga mama" for now but there is no way I could support two people on what I make alone. I can hardly pay my bills some months (depending on what happens) and I just can't even imagine what it would be like to try to budget that for two people. It'd be impossible.
Anyway, I kind of like not thinking too far ahead or long term wise right now. I'm enjoying living life the way I am now and am in not too big of a rush to change.
Life is good and I'm happy. :]
Loves loves.
Monday, December 5, 2011
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