So, I've been a major slacker for the past 4+ months. I'm sorry.
Lots has gone on. I did get the new job at Riverton Family Eyecare! I started working there on August 16th and I LOVE my job!
On September 18th I said yes to an amazing guy... well sort of (Sort of a "yes" not meaning he's sort of amazing.) He sent me a text that morning telling me he had something he wanted to tell me (or something to that effect) and so I said okay... shoot. And he sent me, "I want to be your boyfriend." I was seriously kind of shocked by this. I mean, we've been friends since 11th grade; we actually "went out" for a few months that year. He's always been a good friend, super hilarious and just tons of fun. But we'll have been together for 3 months on the 18th and I am super happy. Right now I'm just having fun with the kid, I love him to death.
No serious talk about marriage or anything of that sort because, frankly, I don't want to get married for a few more years if not 4+ years. I just feel so young and like I should have more in savings and get my car paid off and debts generally eliminated and get a real strong sense of where I want to be in life and who I want to become and then I can start thinking about marriage.
Plus it doesn't help much that he hasn't had a job in a few months and it kinda scares me sometimes with his talk of giving up searching for a new one. Which I really do know it's just his frustrations talking but I hate to see him so exasperated and unable to find anything. I don't mind being the "suga mama" for now but there is no way I could support two people on what I make alone. I can hardly pay my bills some months (depending on what happens) and I just can't even imagine what it would be like to try to budget that for two people. It'd be impossible.
Anyway, I kind of like not thinking too far ahead or long term wise right now. I'm enjoying living life the way I am now and am in not too big of a rush to change.
Life is good and I'm happy. :]
Loves loves.
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:) Oh girlie! This post makes me so happy for you. I'm with you, don't rush things. Make sure it's "right" before you jump the gun. You've got time. With that said though, there's never a perfect time for marriage in life. So don't put off what's "right" just because of fears. The Lord has a way of making "right" things work no matter what obstacles as long as you have faith in him.
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